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The Round Table / Re: Tales From The Narc Side
« Last post by tellomon on April 29, 2024, 04:53:31 AM »Do narcissists know beforehand when they're going to discard you?
I had no idea.
I had no idea.
Ron Culley
11 months into the relationship with my ex-Narc at her homestead, I get this out-of-the blue PM:
10/11/2016 6:06AM
To: Ron
From: Luka
“FYI: Sherry has been talking sh!t about you saying you're a freeloader living off her. Lazy bum drunk...she is spending nights with Kevin in town, says she made you sleep in her RV. Not in a relationship any more. Planning to give you the boot. A conspiracy, Pretty low. That is why I am writing to you. I hate cheaters, liars and backstabbers. Lame ass way to do things. She made herself out as a victim. Not cool...”
So yeah, scheming and conniving is the name of that game.
Now, in 2024, she found new supply in the world of Boondocking, and left me here at her house.
“Abandonment” is the key word now. I have alerted the authorities bc I have no significant income and she maliciously denied me heating fuel. Breach of Duty of Care and Elderly Abuse.
What a Charmer….
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Narcissists may not know the EXACT moment they will discard you, but they have pre-planned their ENTIRE relationship with you before you even realize it.
You don't know that when you first start speaking to them that they more than likely ALREADY have at least one more man/woman they're in a relationship with.
They just picked you next, because they're devaluing that other person.
And they've picked YOU to be their next “victim.”
So they love bomb you. Make you feel amazing. Tell you that you're the one they've been looking for.
And they act as though they are ready to start a long term relationship with you. They ask you if you would be willing to move where they live.
And you fall in love with them. And you tell them you love them. And they say the same back.
And then- it's perfect. You just admitted to the Narcissist that you're committed to them- because YOU love them. But they don't truly love YOU.
So- the moment you tell them you love them- they begin looking for ANOTHER new person to start dating.
And they use the same lines that worked on you on this new person.
And once this new person is secured- THIS is when they discard you.
Because you aren't “shiny and new” any longer.
Your routine of saying “good morning” to them and speaking with them throughout the day is too boring.
And you're completely shocked when they discard you, because it's completely out of nowhere.
You haven't even had one fight with them.
But this is what Narcissists do. Once you begin begging them to take you back- they know you're Trauma Bonded to them.
And this is when they start giving you the Silent Treatment, and the emotional abuse ramps up.
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I’m going to go against what I used to think before.
Not always.
That is, they don’t necessarily always plan things to go an exact way, not all the time!
In some cases, they may have thought about utilizing you for long term plans, but something happened to change that. Maybe there was an easier way to do things, or another person who could make something happen for them.
Maybe they did try to get you to cooperate, but you refused. Maybe you didn’t understand at the time, that your refusal meant they would eventually look elsewhere, or were already planning, in case you couldn’t be a part of what they wanted.
So, not all of them actually deliberately discard you in a schematic way, which goes to say, they are still very self-centred, so if you’re not really going to cooperate, and they “want what they want NOW” they’re going to definitely leave or do something horrible, and in this case, it appears it was all a well-conceived plan. But it wasn’t actually that perfect, it only appeared that way.
Perhaps this can explain why they also get so cruel and mean in the end. They now know you’re not worth anything to them, and they need to move on.
And of course, they never like hearing “No.” The day I said “No” was the day the great Narcissistic Book of Revelation opened up, and I was aplomb in shock and awe. Hell hath no fury like a narcissist deprived of a compliant and meek slave.